Current mood:	contemplative
Current music:	interpol- slowhands

o yey 2005, save it.
tonight was so much fun at 1st it sucked so much ass and i thought "wow this is guna suck" but then it got so amazing when we played "super market sweep" in stop and shop. So many people gave us dirty looks, and im suprised we didnt get kicked out, then i tripped twice crossing the high way going to freindly's.
The following is a rant- My parents r going through their monthly power trip. My dad has been an ASS to me lately, and for dumb reasons too, like not being strong enough to lift the new TV, when he cant either, and telling my brother to shut up when he interupted me(i asked him twice, then i fliped shit) then he got mad cuz i wasnt having people come over for newyears (WTF!?), then it was me not helping him with the basement ceiling, even tho he "approved my plans" and knew i wasnt working with him. Now they r so bitchy about "asking them permision". I always do, but they think i dont cuz their duche bags. they say "what r u doing tonight" i say "i might be going bowling" they say "WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAHWOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAHHWOOOOOOAAAAHHH! ARE YOU ASKING ME OR R U TELLING ME!?" i say "well the plans rnt final so i have nothing to ask yet, but u asked me and i said what i might be doing" then i get "IF YOU KEEP BEING A SMART ASS THEN U MIGHT BE DOING NOTHING". I dont understand it at all. My brother litteraly tells off my mom at least twice a day AND HES 7(almost 8). And i do NOTHING and i get my TV taken away, im givin extra little jobs to do, babysiting constantly and i get NOTHING FOR IT! ALSO i have to buy my own cloths, and i cant go on a trip to boston (its with boyscouts THATS RIGHT BOY SCOUTS!) cuz i cant pay for it myself. There hard asses on me for no reason but the new lecture im getting is "IN A YEAR AND A HALF UR 18, AN ADULT! AND WE BASICALLY TREAT U LIKE ONE!" when they actualy treat my brother like one and me like a 5-year-old slave. i wish my dad could go the fuck back to canada... ass.

oh and i realy cant take niggers anymore(no not black people, people who throw rocks at u, people who beep and do a fake high pitched laugh when they drive past u, people who throw ciggarette buds at u, people who leave the cigarettes everywear, people who are overly loud and obnoctious and purposly dement their language so they can sound like they're poverty striken and illiterate, and any one who considers them selves a member of the "hip-hop community")